Palfrey's life

I've spent a lot of time recently thinking about a lot of things regarding myself and my life. A few things have either changed, or are in the process of being re-examined in the light of recent thought.

• I spoke to Koen today about my stresses, and we've decided to shift my insane "MSc in 1 year" timetable to a more normal "over 2 years" thing, thus giving me other opportunities to do the c/w i was stressing about, and I'm now a lot less stressed there. Given as I couldn't get to sleep for about 1/2 an hour over that (and this is 3:30am), I was pretty messed up.


• In the wake of a conversation I had with Louise over Xmas re: marriage in the context that I would like have the option to upload once it's possible, and that I have a somewhat definite opinion regarding "till death do you part" (in the sense that I wouldn't get married until I found someone that I would be willing to be with until information theoretical death, or alive in whatever alternate form I go for), which might be incompatible if they wanted to upload at a different time to me. I realised, if I found this person, I would be willing to wait (ok, I'd get backed up before then, but I wouldn't fully translate until they wanted to as well). Also see this conversation regarding some related things that I had yesterday.


• Spoke to Kate re:this. She reckons there's an Adam's apple there, and ergo male. I'm inclined to agree. OTOH, I think my existing preferences (i.e. sexual preferences only for females) still stand, which is something of a relief. Uncertainity is a lot of a bitch, and I'm glad to be certain of some thing again. But, being able to understand why some blokes are regarded as cute, and to be able to voice an opinion on this is no bad thing methinks. Given the often preference of a fair number of women I know for androgynous blokes, being able to talk about that, even if it may worry *some* women, isn't a totally bad thing